I don’t even know what I’m upset about anymore, there’s so much shit.
I know some people go through worse, but I wish it would all go away. I wish my mom was around, I wish my dad didn’t always talk shit, and I wish I’d never gotten so close to someone, and given them so much, so much to use against me.
I’m gonna make it, you’ll be nothing to me soon.
I wish that where the truth.
Where’s my mom at? My dad doesn’t know how to talk to people.
Oh wait, I lost her too.
I fucked up, and now I don’t have anyone. It’s my own fault though.
Honestly, I hate myself.
Man what the fuck am I doing. I’m just making this shit harder. I’m about to get out of the house. Fuck this, I got a full tank of gas in my car, I can literally go do whatever.
“See ya around” usually means you’re done talking to me. I just took that as you saying we werent going to be friends.
It doesn’t matter though. Like my dad said “Time to be a man and take responsibility for your actions.”
I didnt mean any of it…